Tuesday, March 22, 2011
I like my dad.
Why can't Tim Burton be my dad, too? Like I said, their beautiful daughter doesn't have to worry about not looking like her wonderful parents.
You can look unlike youreself.
So, why not twins? Also twins get a different side of the body. My sides are different, and sometimes I look like a different person.
I'm tired of the dizzy toys.
I'm an adult now, but lucky I still want to act. I'm looking forward to the money to get clothes. I lost a lot of fat already. I have food stamps, too, so I'm happy. Happiness comes before fame. Pretty much you'll get a line of people my age and see which ones seem special. I want more time with my family and to get famous maybe around age 30. My hair will have grown back in. I still am trying to get famous ASAP though and will submit a headshot. I am wondering about price. I want to use the money for clothes.
Jews might often be rough.
I like it in small dosages. So many Jews overstereotype how they're European, but not Helena Bonham Carter.
That's just crazy and shouldn't be that easy. Why don't the Chinese do that? They are considered 2nd class culture. I think Jew is 1st class.
That's just crazy and shouldn't be that easy. Why don't the Chinese do that? They are considered 2nd class culture. I think Jew is 1st class.
I guess for Nell it all worked out.
Tim Burton isn't prejudiced against her for being Jew. It's iffy but not really too much, I mean the percentage is small anyway.
Why didn't things work out with me? They work out with other Chinese.
Why didn't things work out with me? They work out with other Chinese.
China
Chinese can be more European as it is a higher latitude. Native American is some of it where it's colder, some of it cooler. They apparently are in the sun a lot. Hence, that makes it for it's hotter than the Orientals shading themselves. Indians don't shade themselves and neither do any other Middle Easterns. They have the people in the hot desert with only their eyes showing. Jewish is below China. It's like Vietnam. It's in the Africa area so is not really too Mongoloid. I think they are Mongoloid or Asian, but it's more like African where it seems European except maybe a bit tougher. Not all are like that, but some of them are daintier, maybe just special. I only see Helena Bonham Carter as that, mixed Jew and European and a famous actress. She's with Tim Burton, and I'm so glad they found each other.
Having Jewish or Native American
It seems that having it as the mother is pretty popular. Also, then the father doesn't have it.
Are most mixed families
bad? They seem to have a bad rap for survival. How can you survive with all these people bothering you? People are always mean when I see them. They give off messages that aren't good, so I like staying home. Maybe I should stay home more. I think I'm gonna have to just stay here and go online and go to the grocery when my dad takes me. Back to before.
Why do people make things not precious?
Yet, they make them sarcastic, like maybe look stimulated a certain way or act so too etc.
I don't like being treated like I'm younger.
I never got to do things Nell does, feel certain ways. It's time for me to mature. It seems to everyone it's time to abandon this generation and do magic with a new one.
I am so happy
Nell is so big and tall. She is gonna be fine and not grow up to be a hungry looking chicken.
I should have went to a public school.
They have gifted classes for especially smart kids. Catholic schools teach dummies. I'm serious. My life was totally ruined at the public high school, which I liked better.
Tim Burton
Tim Burton seems to act out like he's bipolar, schizophrenic, and autistic. Yet, he's really not.
I got diagnosed with all that. My aunt took me to the mental hospital when I was 16. I had to go again because I called his daughter a nigger recently. It was interesting. I just don't need people being phobic about a word in times like this. Do I regret it - yes. Would I - no. I thought they wanted me to. They seemed so embarrassed they acted like it wasn't popular. I know they really wanted me to do it. I only did it for that reason, so I guess not. I'm not stupid. I know it was funny. It's funny when they act like I'm a nigger. They don't have to say that in particular. I don't think they're really uncomfortable with me. I can see them each as a different person. I'm glad the daughter is so perfectly happy. We all get older, though. She is still a very little person.
I got diagnosed with all that. My aunt took me to the mental hospital when I was 16. I had to go again because I called his daughter a nigger recently. It was interesting. I just don't need people being phobic about a word in times like this. Do I regret it - yes. Would I - no. I thought they wanted me to. They seemed so embarrassed they acted like it wasn't popular. I know they really wanted me to do it. I only did it for that reason, so I guess not. I'm not stupid. I know it was funny. It's funny when they act like I'm a nigger. They don't have to say that in particular. I don't think they're really uncomfortable with me. I can see them each as a different person. I'm glad the daughter is so perfectly happy. We all get older, though. She is still a very little person.
That's not fair
just because I said nigger all these people are mean to me. I called Tim Burton's daughter that. I went to the mental hospital and everyone could tell, though before they couldn't. At least I have food stamps.
Nell Burton is allowed to be with her parents, and she seems encouraged to be with some boys I like just because of her hair color. My build resembles the boys I like actually. I have a feeling though they're not right for her as the age difference is bigger than my stuff. It just makes me so jealous.
Tim Burton has been ignoring his fans online. They're all so peppy about him, yet he dodges them sometimes. I wouldn't do all the autographs if I were him. I'm glad he does though. He seems happy. He seems to dodge everyone else and just listens to praise, directs, and has his family. He seems to think you can't know any other people if you really wanna be a fan of him. Yet, his daughter can do whatever she wants.
Nell Burton is allowed to be with her parents, and she seems encouraged to be with some boys I like just because of her hair color. My build resembles the boys I like actually. I have a feeling though they're not right for her as the age difference is bigger than my stuff. It just makes me so jealous.
Tim Burton has been ignoring his fans online. They're all so peppy about him, yet he dodges them sometimes. I wouldn't do all the autographs if I were him. I'm glad he does though. He seems happy. He seems to dodge everyone else and just listens to praise, directs, and has his family. He seems to think you can't know any other people if you really wanna be a fan of him. Yet, his daughter can do whatever she wants.
Why I Make Mistakes
When I do things once, it means it was a mistake. No fear. I don't do anything important as a mistake. You can call some things in this world a mistake, but there's tight competition for jobs and high expectations.
Some African Americans
eying the rich position. They are the voice who is heard over all for why people get mad at the middle or upper middle class but not the very rich.
Me in the Wig I'm Modeling In
I'm doing some shots with my shaved hair, too.
http://s1125.photobucket.com/albums/l581/2011-03-22-1/
http://s1125.photobucket.com/albums/l581/2011-03-22-1/
Do you think you need
to have some dark side of your personality. I do. That's why I like both Dutch and Norwegian.
Tim Burton
At the Scream Awards that one year, I think 2009, Tim Burton got an award. He was acting like he was a grandma. I know he has young fans. He was antsy about something to do with people's grandparents|grandmas. In the picture I posted it looks like he let off with no antsing. Why are things for young people in the world other than his daughter so bad? A lot of people are mean to me in the way they act, too.
People can't get together
by being confused.
People assume the ones who have more of a minor presence are the ones who did something that someone else didn't do, when indeed they did do it. They all wanna change the angle and make the losers, who are like cheaters in the game of life, winners.
People assume the ones who have more of a minor presence are the ones who did something that someone else didn't do, when indeed they did do it. They all wanna change the angle and make the losers, who are like cheaters in the game of life, winners.
As long as
you find someone that fits some of the bill is good. Most people know where to go and what to do. I think the movies are a good way of networking. I wonder where most movies go. Like, it's not just what you see at the theater. I wish we had more appealing movies come along. That's why I hope to get famous. I am at a good age. Anyone can be in the movies, but it's probably nostalgic to consider.
Did some English girl make that one up?
I thought a Near Eastern girl made up the heritage comes only from blood.
It sounds like something an English girl would do eying the U.S., to invent something called racism because of the one drop rule. Before people were living in harmony, exploring the world and instilling their family values. They let it get away with themselves.
Italian get away with being a fair form of Greek.
It sounds like something an English girl would do eying the U.S., to invent something called racism because of the one drop rule. Before people were living in harmony, exploring the world and instilling their family values. They let it get away with themselves.
Italian get away with being a fair form of Greek.
So are all whites trash now?
Sad. I mean none of them think things are precious like my mixed family. No one can deny me ever because of race. It was something that was made up. I have lots in common that others like. People tend to like my mom because it makes them feel foiled as important, the way they size up to her. They think it's fun.
Have you seen people show off
like I was thinking something like Jew thinks it's both the same or a different race. Like, the way you eat? Like do they give their kids grown up food sooner assuming they are European. Whereas I think in my family food was thought of as precious and not so overly assumed in how they are. Not so thrifty I think is the word.
Money is worth more
because everyone is worth it. There are both lots of rich and poor people like me. I have to depend on my parents. Our lives have changed too much. I'm having trouble adapting to Orlando. People are all mean here and judge you all the time. I'm serious.
Things are getting better.
I'm learning to feel like my old self. I feel somewhat abandoned yet happy to be alive.
Racism is over.
I'm not racist for loving European and beautiful white things. Black people do that.
No one fixed racial wrongs
that I saw growing up. I know they don't exist. I don't feel affected badly by having Native American, and I have a lot of different European heritage. People try to say there is no problem. That depends.
I know I'm not really loved.
Tim Burton and Johnny Depp love their own kids. I am having a hard time finding relationships. I don't feel allowed to date who I want to though the people I want to want to with me.
I've just grown out of it.
I shouldn't have deleted a post where I said Helena is good for Tim. It's about thinking The Nightmare Before Christmas is your kind of thing and feeling submissive excited for Tim.
Now, people wanna think I am the one with a problem.
Why did people not want me to be accomplished yet themselves do what I did before?
If they start off molesting people, then isn't that usually considered the wrong move? Are they just getting confused? That means that's where it started.
This picture is reminiscent of the past.
http://i1205.photobucket.com/albums/bb421/2011-02-10-1/3.jpg
I've just grown out of it.
I shouldn't have deleted a post where I said Helena is good for Tim. It's about thinking The Nightmare Before Christmas is your kind of thing and feeling submissive excited for Tim.
Now, people wanna think I am the one with a problem.
Why did people not want me to be accomplished yet themselves do what I did before?
If they start off molesting people, then isn't that usually considered the wrong move? Are they just getting confused? That means that's where it started.
This picture is reminiscent of the past.
http://i1205.photobucket.com/albums/bb421/2011-02-10-1/3.jpg
People are uncomfortable because
average people are about as attractive as a person of any race.
There are good things about very tan skin and good things about very white skin. It seems most very white people cut.
There are good things about very tan skin and good things about very white skin. It seems most very white people cut.
Some people
think things are important as a group. They say nothing is too precious for them. Of course, it's the pack mentality already set, so they set it aside as common knowledge.
Johnny Depp takes over France.
He seems to think everything is that pseudo German French thing. I think that I see French like I see a diamond. That's how I said it was the same as German. It's the same as England more than most people, too. Paris - London - New York. What's next, Tokyo? There's a group out in music I think with a title of Tokyo Hotel.
Johnny Depp versus Tim Burton's kids
Johnny Depp is very German in a way. Irish tend to be shorter and sorta have a clumped together look, but the real deep Irish heritage is very good for ones who are more inhibited than others.
So, Johnny Depp seems to expect a certain thing, and it's German, but I think he's gone a bit too far. I've been having fun keeping up with Tim Burton, who seems like he could have German like me. There are different kinds of Germans and different kinds of stereotypes.
I really like Tim Burton's daughter. She reminds me of me. However, they have such privileges being rich and famous, never getting in trouble for wanting anything and not feeling pushed with money for their family. They think things are very special. I think Johnny Depp has related Native American indian with German. My Native American indian side has French and English. I have my dad's dad's side as mostly Irish with a little German. Before, Johnny Depp's son was my favorite. I wanted to marry Tim Burton's son, but he's just a little boy now.
I really hope Tim Burton's daughter gets what she wants. I'm sure she will get along with the other kids.
So, Johnny Depp seems to expect a certain thing, and it's German, but I think he's gone a bit too far. I've been having fun keeping up with Tim Burton, who seems like he could have German like me. There are different kinds of Germans and different kinds of stereotypes.
I really like Tim Burton's daughter. She reminds me of me. However, they have such privileges being rich and famous, never getting in trouble for wanting anything and not feeling pushed with money for their family. They think things are very special. I think Johnny Depp has related Native American indian with German. My Native American indian side has French and English. I have my dad's dad's side as mostly Irish with a little German. Before, Johnny Depp's son was my favorite. I wanted to marry Tim Burton's son, but he's just a little boy now.
I really hope Tim Burton's daughter gets what she wants. I'm sure she will get along with the other kids.
Of course
black people just are really addicted to their bonds. There is nothing wrong with them. It's just that Europeans are supposed to stay fair generally. Blacks don't want to give up their African bond of having black skin and that shape.
Why did the Near Easterners
say that the culture is based on racial blood when it was really based on choice? Then, there's white people who think they can say things that bother others. It's all the fault of the Easterners! They must have known I existed. I have half Chinese-Indonesian, but I prefer European as it's a 1st class culture and more developed sexually in certain ways, though it's sexy to see others interact with white people.
It almost seems I'm never ready for anything.
I can't call any place I've lived home exactly. I had a couple good friends in northeast Florida in the nation's oldest city. But, we moved to Greater New Orleans.
I feel too old for everything.
Even music.
I guess you have to really like music to get money from it. My teachers didn't give me songs I liked so much. I'm glad I stuck with it, but I wish I really let go sooner.
I guess you have to really like music to get money from it. My teachers didn't give me songs I liked so much. I'm glad I stuck with it, but I wish I really let go sooner.
Do you see a reason to get mad
if you're from Florida? I was born here, so I appreciate it.
Johnny Depp seems to be over and above concerning having kids in France and he having lived a lot in Florida. My parents are neither from here.
I soaked in the culture when I visited my aunts and cousin after we moved to New Orleans. It was fun seeing the beach. We even all went to Key West together.
Johnny Depp seems to be over and above concerning having kids in France and he having lived a lot in Florida. My parents are neither from here.
I soaked in the culture when I visited my aunts and cousin after we moved to New Orleans. It was fun seeing the beach. We even all went to Key West together.
People Who Curse
What do you think about saying, "nigger," in public? Also, wouldn't it be used by more sensitive English people? I don't really like worrying about it all the time when it's not even happening. There's nothing wrong with being called gay, but there is no reason to and it can happen to be an insult. Just say sorry I take it back if anything happens. If you're mad, what can you do? Maybe you feel crappy.
The Chinese
The Chinese have been called the most hated race, and the Chinese-Indonesians were burned from their homes where my mom is from maybe by the Dutch who even still like own Indonesia I think.
People made too big a deal about blood.
The Jews were not killed for being the most hated race. In fact, it is a favorite.
The Jews were killed because Hitler liked people with blonde hair, and many Jews don't have blonde hair. They were separated and then killed since they were too expensive to let live.
The Jews were killed because Hitler liked people with blonde hair, and many Jews don't have blonde hair. They were separated and then killed since they were too expensive to let live.
Life couldn't be better.
I have food stamps and can go to the store for health food too and pick what I want. I'm gonna get some cupcakes. I think I will go to Publix this week and next week Whole Foods. I wonder if I should make a wrap. I think so. I need to make more brownies.
It's neat.
It's neat Helena doesn't have to follow any stereotypes, like in America how we're supposed to be nice to Italians and African Americans, like we have to change our life for the worse. Yet, Helena takes good care of her daughter. I can't wait to see what she looks like next!
Race is important to me.
Why can't people just accept me as white? I don't have much help from online nor from being overweight.
I see how being Jewish is better than Chinese. Plus, Helena is a good person and friends with Tim. They just have it lucky.
I see how being Jewish is better than Chinese. Plus, Helena is a good person and friends with Tim. They just have it lucky.
Used
Nell Burton and the family remember how I used to be precious in my family when I wasn't 20 yet. I'm almost 25.
The Only People I Liked
I had a fun relationship with most people, like a world of off-beats.
Like I said, I don't feel encouraged. I'm feeling suicidal blogging, not that I'd kill myself, but that I'd die. It's okay. When my hair grows back in, maybe I will get a film job and then have lots of money. I have lots of money already from food stamps. My mom was seeing to me getting a job with social security, which would be cute. Usually teenagers kill themselves. They say it's the pressure. It sorta killed me, too.
Like I said, I don't feel encouraged. I'm feeling suicidal blogging, not that I'd kill myself, but that I'd die. It's okay. When my hair grows back in, maybe I will get a film job and then have lots of money. I have lots of money already from food stamps. My mom was seeing to me getting a job with social security, which would be cute. Usually teenagers kill themselves. They say it's the pressure. It sorta killed me, too.
Nell
Everything for her seems made because her parents have enough money to get a variety of clothes and spend their time in leisure with money. I'm on a sabbatical, but it's been rough trying to get my things cleaned up after Katrina.
I guess I wish still about trying out for dance team in school, at least trying, but it's too late. Also, moreso I wish I was in talented theater. After my first year or something, we went to New Orleans Center for Creative Arts | Riverfront to watch the theater section do a play, but it wasn't probably all the students.
Gymnastics was special to me, but most people aren't into that kind of discipline. I left when I got bored, which made it dangerous. I was ahead.
Look how happy Nell was. She has a nice body and everything and has her little bottle, well big, on the table. She probably like me goes to the bathroom whenever she wants. I try to go quite a lot. The bottle is so cute! It's not a baby bottle. It's a kids bottle. She probably eats out every day or has better food since she's in Europe. They probably have a private chef.
I guess I wish still about trying out for dance team in school, at least trying, but it's too late. Also, moreso I wish I was in talented theater. After my first year or something, we went to New Orleans Center for Creative Arts | Riverfront to watch the theater section do a play, but it wasn't probably all the students.
Gymnastics was special to me, but most people aren't into that kind of discipline. I left when I got bored, which made it dangerous. I was ahead.
Look how happy Nell was. She has a nice body and everything and has her little bottle, well big, on the table. She probably like me goes to the bathroom whenever she wants. I try to go quite a lot. The bottle is so cute! It's not a baby bottle. It's a kids bottle. She probably eats out every day or has better food since she's in Europe. They probably have a private chef.
I don't feel encouraged to get anything.
Like, I've liked boys, but for some reason I feel everyone wants them instead of me. I could be very happy. I'm ready, and most people aren't. I just have things to clean up in my room, the garage. I've cleaned up quite a bit, though. I appreciate my parents etc. I'm calling my grandma, and I think she's tired and likes to be alone. I'm not sure exactly how often she wants to talk.
I'm not used to molding myself for a boy so much as I am doing the things Helena did with her kids. Why was everything suddenly over for me and so much?
I know I got credit cards online and was mistaken that we would pay back a little at a time and I'd get a job. We had to get help or whatever you'd call it. Soon I might "file bankruptcy."
I got mad and punched 1 hole in my wall. Things seemed different, so I continued.
That little girl Nell seems to have it made. I was considering going back to college until I get hired for something in Hollywood. I was thinking of doing voice, but that's because I used to be a piano and organ major. I could also do theater, but I hear it's not the same as high school. Because of that, I think I will do the singing since I don't have theater friends right now. I'm not sure. It would be fun to chose art, too. I want to become an actress. I feel ready. I'm not sure what a good college major for fun exactly is. I'm also thinking voice because Julie Andrews is out there, and it might be a good idea in case any musical videos get made. I just want to act, though. Maybe I will do theater.
I'm not used to molding myself for a boy so much as I am doing the things Helena did with her kids. Why was everything suddenly over for me and so much?
I know I got credit cards online and was mistaken that we would pay back a little at a time and I'd get a job. We had to get help or whatever you'd call it. Soon I might "file bankruptcy."
I got mad and punched 1 hole in my wall. Things seemed different, so I continued.
That little girl Nell seems to have it made. I was considering going back to college until I get hired for something in Hollywood. I was thinking of doing voice, but that's because I used to be a piano and organ major. I could also do theater, but I hear it's not the same as high school. Because of that, I think I will do the singing since I don't have theater friends right now. I'm not sure. It would be fun to chose art, too. I want to become an actress. I feel ready. I'm not sure what a good college major for fun exactly is. I'm also thinking voice because Julie Andrews is out there, and it might be a good idea in case any musical videos get made. I just want to act, though. Maybe I will do theater.
Nell Burton has a very good mom.
I know that she is a free thinker, I mean in that she can do what she wants. Instead of reveling in fans, she revels in her new daughter and her older son. I think like I said she's such a good mum. I don't particularly understand much of the reason for her choice. If I was with Tim Burton I'd be all business. I wouldn't molest my kids I think. She seems to have a good close relationship with them. She has opportunity and rightly so. I'm trying to get in Hollywood. I like being at home with my parents, too. I've waited awhile and feel ready to be kicked out, 24 years old. I already started trying to get myself out there through online. My $3500 modeling job I hope lets me network more. Helena's kids are good. Nell seemed pretty detailed though for some reason is starting to look like Billy yet remains perfect as is. I'm glad the family is well. I'm sure it'd be nice to be famous and meet them one day. How did Helena get so smart? My mind feels like it's frozen. I don't think of things on things I can't do. I sometimes get very jealous of little kids. I hate the feeling I'm in trouble with my parents. My dad is a bit antsy. I know I did nothing wrong because my life is shit and it's not my fault.
Tim Burton seems to have it made.
http://i1205.photobucket.com/albums/bb421/2011-02-10-1/5.jpg
He's no forgiveness now. Why is he ignoring all his fans, online? It seems he spends all his time with Helena Bonham Carter, yet I think she vents at least in expression, about him, and he doesn't seem to mind. Tim didn't live in California when he grew up. He traveled the world all these years. How can he think better like someone else's generation? His movies are very racist and deep-seated Californian.
Racist can mean the way people act, like do you see a bunch of white people who shouldn't be there? Like, why would someone get chosen just because they're white by an interesting director? Don't we wanna solve the mysteries of racism, by getting extremely readily attractive white people? I've seen more interesting things in my classrooms at school. People seem to get away with having too good of a time.
He's no forgiveness now. Why is he ignoring all his fans, online? It seems he spends all his time with Helena Bonham Carter, yet I think she vents at least in expression, about him, and he doesn't seem to mind. Tim didn't live in California when he grew up. He traveled the world all these years. How can he think better like someone else's generation? His movies are very racist and deep-seated Californian.
Racist can mean the way people act, like do you see a bunch of white people who shouldn't be there? Like, why would someone get chosen just because they're white by an interesting director? Don't we wanna solve the mysteries of racism, by getting extremely readily attractive white people? I've seen more interesting things in my classrooms at school. People seem to get away with having too good of a time.
Some people just don't admit it.
They make excuses and do what they claim to say not to do. They say it's menial to forget and need assistance, but I'm not going to be the one alone in that boat. They turn and use racism and give anything to someone else without blocking their path and situation of thinking. Some people are so disconnected they will do anything that makes them feel more relieved.
Someone to let it out that they just want
to kill someone else. Try to make the best of what you have without getting jealous.
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