Sunday, March 27, 2011
Not Ready
I wonder why I lost so much the age I moved to Louisiana, as though people thought I wasn't ready. I don't know because I didn't get to do softball like I wanted. What else was there to do at 11-12? We moved and we could ride our bike around more.
Funny
I said, "Oh no," when my dad came home to look cool. And, now look what's happened. Similar to my brother getting a dog. I don't want one anymore. It takes away from relationships. I guess it's okay, but it's hard to get my brother to take care of him. Now that he's in college, we walk him. We don't want him to die.
I wish I never got the hamster. It lived for 1 year after I went to college. It died when I got back, and my dad buried it. I wonder if my brother would have been valedictorian. I shouldn't have gotten it because my mom had him take care of the hamster when I was in college. I would take it back. I was hoping my mom would do it since she has extra time, but at least it died after 1 year.
I wish I never got the hamster. It lived for 1 year after I went to college. It died when I got back, and my dad buried it. I wonder if my brother would have been valedictorian. I shouldn't have gotten it because my mom had him take care of the hamster when I was in college. I would take it back. I was hoping my mom would do it since she has extra time, but at least it died after 1 year.
Tim Burton Not on the Internet
He said, "I don't go on the internet much." He has fans on the internet. I wonder who he spends time with. I wonder if things will always be this way. It's okay if it's to spend time with his family, but it makes me jealous, just because he's famous.
Advertised Movie Pay
They listed the price for some movie jobs, and it was only in the hundreds, the mid hundreds. For the $3800 I am going to do 12 poses for handbags. For the 1st one I have to wear jeans and not sure what else I'm doing.
I feel I'm on my way!
I got accepted to 2 modeling jobs. The pay is $3500 and $3800. So, that's $7300.
Also
My dad waits for me for the gym, but he seems to think he's special for being from New Orleans at work.
I like jogging at home I told him. This weekend my brother is home, so I'll wait maybe even to ask him to go to the grocery. I sure hope I drive soon. I am glad I have food stamps. I don't feel good now.
I like jogging at home I told him. This weekend my brother is home, so I'll wait maybe even to ask him to go to the grocery. I sure hope I drive soon. I am glad I have food stamps. I don't feel good now.
Not Nice to Me
I don't feel Tim Burton was nice to me. I felt shot at for looking cute and being smart. Now I'm not and his daughter is, and he doesn't care.
Tim Burton & the Internet
He said he doesn't go on the internet much according to a video. That's kind of mean because that's where his fans are. He probably just is spending time with his family, despite what he's done in the past to others. He cares more than anything for his family. It's not fun being a fan.
My mom asked me for high school
if I wanted to go to New Orleans or an all girl school there. I said I wanted to go where it's boys and girls. I am happy they chose to send me to a public school, which depends on where you live.
High School Drama
There were some interesting people in drama club my first year. So, I met that boy in drama. It was interesting. I saw some interesting people at the arts school in New Orleans when we watched a drama.
I had a bigger reputation before we moved. I'm glad we moved this one time because it enabled me to quit gymnastics without having to decide so much.
I had a bigger reputation before we moved. I'm glad we moved this one time because it enabled me to quit gymnastics without having to decide so much.
New Orleans
So, the only benefit of living in Greater New Orleans and not the city is because we had a big house that was just built, and we lived next to my junior hi and high school. We were only across the lake from the city. We live in Orlando now, and I know Orlando is pretty big. Our house is spacey and in a way simple. So was the one in New Orleans. Dade County is called Miami, now, as well, and when referred to county called Miami-Dade. I'm from Fort Lauderdale, and there are names for all the little beaches we lived in.
I wanted to move to the city. I was happy I went to a public high school. My first year there there was a boy who transferred when his best friend died, but he was from New Orleans. I had a good organ teacher when I was 16, and she was also from New Orleans. My talented arts teachers were from New Orleans. I don't like how only people in a certain branch of NYC or whatever are worth it.
I remember when I was 10 and my dad got home I'd say, "Oh no," because I didn't feel ready. Also, we had to wait for him to eat, and it started to affect me, but my mom takes good care of me. New Orleans is big. I think it would have been nice. I wondered why they said we were moving there then that we're not moving to the city. They thought there would be a lot of kids moving in then, but there weren't. The only reason I liked the schools was because the jr. high was connected to the church which I still went to in high school, and I met a boy from New Orleans. After my first year, I started meeting the people from New Orleans. I went to school on Saint Charles Ave. by Broadway. Broadway is further a few blocks and hosts the politics school. I wonder if it's hard to get a job as a teacher there. I watched an interview of someone who wanted to be a philosophy teacher there.
So, I don't know if there's a reason we didn't move to New Orleans other than that it was better to live nearby. There are a lot of nice people who live further from the city. We were literally across the coast at the bridge like. My dad worked in New Orleans. In Florida, he had a bigger room to work in. Here, he had a cubicle and his job advanced. He got a good job here in Orlando now.
So, my dad used to always say his kids were perfect or whatever to make us feel good. I often brushed over the idea of what people in the city of New Orleans were like. I sure hope it isn't because I said, "Oh no," when he got home that we didn't move to the city. Also, they stopped building the gym. The school I went to was the only Catholic one open in the whole area. It was too good of a setup.
It would be funny if I didn't say, "Oh no," when we got home because they used to get mad at me for being snooty and I didn't know where it came from but I got in trouble. They started to feel sorry for me after awhile. So, they don't say that about me now, but if something comes up my dad has something to say.
I wanted to move to the city. I was happy I went to a public high school. My first year there there was a boy who transferred when his best friend died, but he was from New Orleans. I had a good organ teacher when I was 16, and she was also from New Orleans. My talented arts teachers were from New Orleans. I don't like how only people in a certain branch of NYC or whatever are worth it.
I remember when I was 10 and my dad got home I'd say, "Oh no," because I didn't feel ready. Also, we had to wait for him to eat, and it started to affect me, but my mom takes good care of me. New Orleans is big. I think it would have been nice. I wondered why they said we were moving there then that we're not moving to the city. They thought there would be a lot of kids moving in then, but there weren't. The only reason I liked the schools was because the jr. high was connected to the church which I still went to in high school, and I met a boy from New Orleans. After my first year, I started meeting the people from New Orleans. I went to school on Saint Charles Ave. by Broadway. Broadway is further a few blocks and hosts the politics school. I wonder if it's hard to get a job as a teacher there. I watched an interview of someone who wanted to be a philosophy teacher there.
So, I don't know if there's a reason we didn't move to New Orleans other than that it was better to live nearby. There are a lot of nice people who live further from the city. We were literally across the coast at the bridge like. My dad worked in New Orleans. In Florida, he had a bigger room to work in. Here, he had a cubicle and his job advanced. He got a good job here in Orlando now.
So, my dad used to always say his kids were perfect or whatever to make us feel good. I often brushed over the idea of what people in the city of New Orleans were like. I sure hope it isn't because I said, "Oh no," when he got home that we didn't move to the city. Also, they stopped building the gym. The school I went to was the only Catholic one open in the whole area. It was too good of a setup.
It would be funny if I didn't say, "Oh no," when we got home because they used to get mad at me for being snooty and I didn't know where it came from but I got in trouble. They started to feel sorry for me after awhile. So, they don't say that about me now, but if something comes up my dad has something to say.
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