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Monday, March 21, 2011

Are you just jealous?

Are you all just jealous?

Jealous of what...the things people don't want me to do, like feel too happy about myself maybe like when I fit in or you find out how I've been treated.

The Tan

Without the body, the tan of an African American girl could look like a tanned beach babe.  Right now I'm wondering if girls are more gold.

I have seen black people look white.

And vise versa, but really this one movie I watched a black girl's fingers, I think Slumdog Millionaire, and for some reason they looked like an obese white lady.  See an arm and not be able to tell if it's a redhead who likes to go fishing.  Red is the recessive trait.  Or a fro blonde.  I don't know why people with red-hair are overly red.

I still don't know

why blacks have a fro

So, white people buffer off their skin...

as the only reason for not being black, which includes the grayish tan Africans.  Actually, they are okay, but my skin was a bit lighter when I took control.  I think it is because you think white Africans exist when they don't have white all over and a pink flush in the sun.

Picky Older People

I used to get sad for them.

I can see people in a different way.

People pose so pretty for non-European heritages.  In reality with other white people they seem suicidal.  And, suicidal people are attractive.  Or, maybe I'm jealous of their kind of New Orleans area heritage.

Like, if someone is told they don't seem happy enough as a person, they see someone they can say is not European for fun, and then they pose like they are some classic image to meditate on.  It does seem attractive then.  But, when it's a close call it could be upsetting.

Black people are too gray.

I wonder what happened.  Asian can get rid of the tan.

Don't wait for me Tim!

Tim Burton, do it now, The Wizard of Oz, before someone else tries to do it, first.  Do another musical!  I'm majoring in singing.

No one is supposed to be jealous of me.

Why bother insulting someone all the time?

There's no saying I have to like something...

about the Chinese who are muddled as to what they think meeting Europeans.  It's already stated either it's more European or it's northeast or Mong Chinese.  I'm serious.  And Jews migrated south of their latitude.

I have Native American, which is a sort of commodity.  I hope I have Jewish.

What People Deserve

How does someone deserve to be the daughter of Tim Burton yet can't seem to get along with people who have a job calling all day?

Totally losing interest

So much of my time has gone by.  I just have to get thin and get some headshots and try to get an acting job when my hair grows an inch or two.

People are fed up and will do everything...

sigh and ignore people.

I know because my brother actually wanted his own dog to take care of.  I started doing badly in school.  That's why people have babies.  Ask and they'll say yes.  Whatever reason my parents had me doesn't matter because I still follow all the rules in thinking and am my own person in existence, not my parents.  I know I've seen I have less in common in demeanor.

Isn't making someone feel good

about age?

I was thinking if it's so important for Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter's baby to be happy, but not me also because they're older and jealous in turn, then isn't that just about age?  Why not treat me better like I'm young?

It always goes it's more important for young people, but it also works in my case being older than relatives.  Why do people like Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter use their kids seemingly to communicate what they think?  It's not working!

I mean yea, the baby is getting older and seems to have developed a full happy life at the age of 3 - 3 1|2.  I've changed a lot, but each time different things made me happy.  I think it's the same problem.  Someone could be mean to me in a way while saying I'm Asian, and I grew up in an environment where those things are not public issues.

Everyone should marry...

because the baby needs to be with the husband.

I don't like the way...

all of a sudden I am considered not tough.  Like, a white person says they're not good at something, anyway.  But, they still seem smart in what they do, and whatever it is it utilizes a complex disposition.  That's like using me.

Prison is the same thing as the Holocaust.

Prison is scary because if you killed someone by accident you are sentenced to death.

Sentencing people to death is the same thing as a the Holocaust, only with criminals.

Nell Burton

She is so smart and has such a smart mom, and her parents are both in Hollywood, so she should be an actress!

http://i1205.photobucket.com/albums/bb421/2011-02-10-1/normal_hbc-2011-beingwelcomedhome-06.jpg

Look at this girl!  How does anyone stand with their arms clamped in but facing outwards and stick out out their butt and crossing their legs so cool!  It must be something a lot of people do yet don't realize it.

Who would attack you racially?

If not just giving the subtle hints.